I'M BACK! Again.........

I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT MY DOMAIN BACK!!!

I guess if you take a break from blogging to sort out your life, Blogger thinks it's funny to mess up your domain. Yeah, real cute Blogger. 

I tried creating new blogs but I couldn't get into them like this one. I always come back to Miss Fit Britt. ;) Always!

Why did I take a break from blogging? I was tired of the crap I kept seeing on a daily basis: fitness models taking selfies that show off their BOOBS and not the muscle that their description is telling you to fight for (like I would work boobs if that was an option???), recipes from struggling girls that included no carbs EVERY SINGLE TIME, and ultimately just a lot of things I found annoying. #sorrynotsorry

In the past few months, a lot of things have changed drastically in my life. I am now a second semester senior in high school, I lost some very good friends but gained some new (awesome) ones as well, I've changed gyms a whopping total of THREE times, my family life is much different, and my mental and physical state are clearly so much different as well.

As I sit here and think about all the changes in my life, it makes me want to tear up. I've been through hell and back and for once in my life I actually feel content with where I am. Do I have a shredded six pack? No. But who is to say I won't get that one day? I'm no longer the very frail girl that I was when I first started posting. I'm no longer obsessed with bodybuilding competitions like I once was. I still want to compete, but it doesn't consume my life like it previously had. I don't obsess over clean eating anymore, either. Do I still think eating clean is very beneficial for your health? Definitely! However, I'm young and wild and I'm not about to follow this strict regimen of eating at 17 years old--I want to enjoy ice cream (my crack) and pastries and Panda Express orange chicken!!! That isn't to say that I completely eat like crap, but I don't make it a point to eat perfect 100% of the time.

I'll definitely post progress pictures in the future, like REAL ones, but here's two photos that will give you an idea on how far I've come *if this is going to trigger anyone, exit the page right now*:

Holy poodles I was skinny.

Is that a little butt I see?

I hate when people attribute their entire weight gain to "eating whole foods in a large quantity and lifting super efficiently!!!" Like no. I gained weight by swallowing (excuse my French) my fucking pride, eating DELICIOUS """UNCLEAN"""" FOOD, NOT training every.single.day, and ENJOYING LIFE OUTSIDE OF THE KITCHEN AND THE GYM. I guess people don't seem to realize this who are "hard gainers" and are trying to gain weight, especially after coming off an eating disorder like anorexia. Been there, done that, and here I am. WITH A BUTT. (I'd like to than the academy and also Suzy's Swirl frozen yogurt tysm)

My training philosophies have changed, and I have new gym friends and ones to look back on as memories.

I'll change the layout of my blog soon and my about me, but I won't rush it. I'll be back! I'm now back into hardcore lifting (because it's the love of my life--I'm taking a dumbbell to prom) so I will be logging what I do if anyone cares. Thanks for reading! (If I still have readers at all?)

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