Ick. I really hate studying my body because typically I will find something wrong with it. Every time.
But my trainer always reminds me to look at myself in the mirror: look at all the bonuses and the flaws that combine together to make this girl that is me. And by taking progress pictures, I can evaluate throughout the months where I need to improve on certain areas but namely to be PROUD of my accomplishments thus far into my journey.
Why, yes, I did get into this dreaded bikini that I own and yes, I did take pictures of my muscles and I did feel proud. No, I will not post them here but honestly, looking at them, I feel so incredibly happy with my body. I felt amazing and strong and muscular. My legs were popping out, my abs looked ripped, my arms looked full. I didn't look like the skeleton that I normally see myself as.
I admit, while some people see themselves 'fatter' in the mirror due to body dysmorphia, I see myself as 'thinner' because at one point I was so thin. I just always see that girl that I USED to be, and I am just finally starting to embrace the strong, muscular girl that I am NOW.
Yes, I do have quite a bit farther to go, but I am damn proud of the progress I have already achieved. I'm not even trying to boast, but for a 16-year-old, I look pretty fit and muscular and I am really proud to be able to say that. I take what I do seriously. I lift and eat right because I WANT to. It makes me feel GOOD. It's my passion. It's who I am.
I am by NO MEANS training for a figure competition now. But man, when that time where I am 18 and eligible to compete rolls around, you better bet that I will be more than ready to get up on that stage. Right now, I am just getting a "head start" but in all seriousness, I am lifting the way I am now because it's the number one thing I enjoy doing. It's as simple as that.
I appreciate all the support I have gotten. It means so much to me. If you want to see some more of my progress pictures, check out my Instagram. My username is brittanyterry.
And, just for fun, here's a picture of me messing around on a BOSU ball. ;) Have a great weekend everyone!
This post made me smile from ear to ear-- you have no idea how happy I am for you Britt. :)
ReplyDeleteSeeing progress is just one of the many perks of lifting-- it not only makes you physically stronger, but mentally stronger. The fact you're learning to love your body and seeing yourself in a new light is just plain FABULOUS. When I see other girls complaining about fat thighs or gross hair, it gets me bummed. Sure, they may be flaws, but like your trainer says, those unique little flaws are what make us BEAUTIFUL!! :)
Hope you have an amazing weekend girl!
Aww thanks girl LOVE YOU! <3
DeleteYou are so strong...both inside and out!
ReplyDeleteAww thank you :)
DeleteThis post is so inspiring. Looking at myself in the mirror is so tough for me sometimes too. I need to slap the little nitpick in my head and focus on what I love, which should be everything!! So proud of you. :)
ReplyDeleteExactly my friend :) Thank you so much!
DeleteDefinitely inspiring Brittany! I think it's hard to be 100% satisfied with what we see in the mirror, but we just have to remember that it is a journey and we should we proud of everything we accomplish along it.
ReplyDeleteWish I had my head on as straight as you do when I was 16! You're awesome :-)
Thanks Sam! I completely agree. Thank you so much :)
DeleteI am really proud of you and I think it is amazing what you have discovered. by the way, that trainer is one smart cookie. I need that reminder daily!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Alex :)
DeleteHaha! The pic in this post is a faveee. I love silly pics. I'm so glad that you are in this happy place with your body. I am working on getting there and appreciating it for what it can do and where it can take me!
ReplyDeleteHahaha thank you. :) Sometimes I just like to be silly! Thank you so much :)
DeleteIm late to this BUT it made me GRIN.
ReplyDeleteAww good I am glad :)
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